Lonely Heart Club Band....with one lonely member :(

I'm kinda tired of watching other peoples romances blossom, and having them go through all the progressions of holding hands first kiss....first baby (j/k) and so on... :( I want a girl friend! I am such a loser VL (well not technically but in spirit) @ 17! Why am I so repulsive to the opposite sex? Am I ugly? Am I smelly? Am I off putting? Am I freak? Why must I be such a Geek (hey that ryhmed!) I hope my mom doesnt read these blogs....Sigh every girl i have ever been on a date with has not been intrested oh well....I can be a he-spinster :) (see picture in post above)